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Prophetic Word Waiting Is Ending

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Waiting Is Ending

My Dearly Beloved Child,

I know that upon hearing this message you May find tears rolling down your face. They are silent tears overflowing from your broken heart.

I know that you have tried to act stronger then you really feel. You have hung on during some really tough times. You have felt at times that you were holding on by only a thread. Inside you wondered if you were going to lose your grip while outside you kept a smile on your face so that no one but Me knew what was really going on inside of you.

You did not just come to listen to this by accident. I drew you here. Nothing happens by accident as I have planned this for you. I know that you need encouragement and because of that you are here to be encouraged. I am making a way out of this unhappy and stressful situation right now. I know that you feel surrounded by problems on all sides, you cannot even think clearly. Inside you think if you had the means you would run far away from this situation and never look back. But you know that it’s not possible and so you go on day after day hoping and praying for a change in these circumstances.

Your waiting is completely coming to an end. Do not be discouraged and believe that your whole life is in turmoil for I declare, My Beloved Child, that this is not the end for you but I am giving you, instead, a beautiful new beginning. I need for you to believe this whether you can see it or not. I know exactly what I am doing. I have planned your life from beginning to end. You have often, because of your own free will and some questionable choices, gone astray but believe that I am going to walk you away from the consequences of your bad choice and onto a new path that I am opening before you.

Beloved child, you have grown in this storm, you are not the same person you were. You have grown stronger with each passing day. You used to go into anxiety at the first sign of a problem. Your heart would race and you would break out in anxiety. Have you noticed that you do not do that as much as you used to? Now, these unplanned interruptions barely phase you. You are becoming an overcomer. I have raised up overcomers that no longer run from the Devil but stand and face him and are teaching others to do the same.

You are different. I did not create you to blend in with the world but to stand out. I am getting ready to bless your faithfulness. I am going to catapult you into success. It’s going to happen quickly when you are least expecting it. You will be given a new opportunity that will move your life in an exciting new direction. When you first realize this you will want to shout it from the rooftops but I advise you to keep quiet while you are being fully established in this new dimension of success. Some people surrounding you are not as loyal as you think they are. They have motives that you cannot trust. That is why I encourage you to keep your new situation between you and I at first. Listen for my still small voice inside of you as I direct your path and pray before making difficult decisions. I will be with you, simply take time to meet with me in your prayer closet each day. Follow my advice and not that if mere humans, there ways are not always my ways and their thoughts are not always my thoughts.

You started with very little but I will bless you, because you stayed faithful to me, with much. I will bless your sacrificial giving too, your giving heart has touched my giving heart. I am a giver too my child, I gave my only son, whom I loved so much, to take the sins of the world on the cross. Stay in faith for the breakthrough you need is coming and you are going to be blessed to be a blessing.

In My Unconditional Love

Daddy God

Isaiah 55:8

King James Bible

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.

Psalm 40:5

Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders You have done, and the plans You have for us–none can compare to You–if I would proclaim and declare of them, they are more than could be numbered.

Proverbs 3:6

In all your ways acknowledge Him,

And He shall [a]direct your paths.

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The Tares Amongst The Wheat

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The Tares Amongst The Wheat

Just when you think, at my age, you have seen and heard it all God surprises you by letting you see one more thing that you weren’t expecting.

It’s this new thing I begin to sense in the spirit about two months ago.

It’s unrepentant Christians with sin in their lives masquerading as righteous believers.

Now I know none of us is perfect. We are all works in progress but most of us are at least trying to live righteously before God.

Who are these people? They hide behind keyboards doing drugs, living sexually promiscuous lifestyles and drinking too much. Then in that unrepentant state they begin to argue with you online. Because they have opened a portal through drugs, illicit sex and alcoholism you often cannot believe the mean and cruel things that a demon they have given open access to, speaks to you through them.

So now we have to be on guard against demonic attacks from so called believers as well as out and sinners.

Yesterday was the first day of rest I allowed myself to take in a long time. I have been working seven days a week between my new YouTube channel and doing my counseling ministry. I wanted a quiet Sunday at church and then home to relax. Alas Satan also works 24/7 and was not having any of it.

The night before it had started at 11:45 pm. I received a 3500 word email from a woman who had seen one video I made and decided to tell me all her problems. I mean all of them. She started out with her childhood. From that point until 6:00 pm the next day she sent me one email after the other compulsively. She was stalking me.

I tried to seek the Lord for her but God told me STOP, this is not a good situation. I told her a couple of things at first and each time she denied what God was showing me clearly. It then got worse and worse. She told me she had sought psychics in the past few years.

Bingo. I thought, “There you go, that’s where this demonic spirit took over!”If we see psychics, or as in my case while backslidden did psychic readings, we need deliverance. I was prayed over by a deliverance minister and then I repented and was restored. If you do not do that you must realize that you have opened a portal for demonic activity.

This woman begin to say mean vile things to me. I knew I was dealing with a demon. I have been battling Satan my whole life. If you want to slay demons you have to know their habits. I know the o’boys habits. I have even had demons talk to me through people whose voices completely change.

I tried to ignore her but she flooded my inbox with long emails. As I was trying to have one day of rest Satan decided to ruin it through this person who called herself a Christian.

I think it’s Satans newest trick. You don’t see it coming, after all they SAY they are believers.

Folks always see the sweet, kind side of me. Folks, lurking just below the surface is a warrior. Once that Christian Warrior is brought out of me the devil begins to tremble. I ended up telling her I would notify the police she was stalking me, and I told her she needed help. I had to repeat that twice before she FINALLY retreated.

In the past few days I have heard of terrible things being done and said to Christians by other so-called believers online. They masquerade as Christians but they are not living as Christians.

I sought the Lord about it last night and we must get wise as serpents. Matthew 7:21 says, “Not everyone that says, Lord Lord will enter the Kingdom of Heaven,” so we must realize that there are enemies within the camp that have been brought in by these mega church ministers that never teach about sin. They don’t do so because nobody wants to hear it so they cannot maintain their huge congregations and, as a by-product, their huge salaries and rich living. These folks think sinning is okay. They only want to be uplifted and ministered too but they don’t want to get sin out of their lives and don’t believe they sin at all.

That’s what we are dealing with folks. We are facing half-baked Christians that are still miserable deep inside because sin causes misery. They are not friends. They are enemies and we must root them out of the camp. We must firmly let them know we will not be their emotional scapegoats for unrepentant anger.

We have to quit thinking we can love them to Christ. These demons working through them feed off of sweetness. We must realize this is war and take our God given authority over them. Pray and ask the Holy Spirit to tell you exactly how to deal with them. Pray for discernment because if we do not nip this thing in the bud they will soon get rid of all of us and never will our great grandchildren ever hear about the consequences of a sinful lifestyle.

In His Unconditional Love

Cathie

God Provides One Day At A Time

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Yesterday on my second video, my teaching video, I spoke of how God provided enough Quail for the Israelites for one day at a time.

Well, Daddy God has a sense of Humor. We have a New Mexico style Coyote Fence. As I opened my kitchen shade I looked out and what should I see but a Quail standing on one of the fence stakes.

If you are a bird watcher, as I tend to be, you know Quails are mainly ground birds. You usually see them walking with their families on the ground.

So here, on the highest wood fence state was a beautiful fat Quail. It’s neck was moving to and fro surveying the land.

Immediately I thought of the Scripture;

2 Chronicles 16:9

9 For the eyes of the Lord move to and fro throughout the earth that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely His.

I also felt as if God was saying, “I will continue to take care of you daily, my beloved, one day at a time will I provide your manna!

Here is something I copied from my Google check:

“Quail are very sociable birds, and often gather in small flocks called “coveys.” They are somewhat laid back birds, preferring to walk on the ground rather than fly, but if startled they can explode into flight at a speed of up to 40 miles per hour. However, quail cannot endure long flights.”

God will speak in many ways, open your eyes and observe His world!

In His Unconditional Love

Cathie Miller

An Open Letter To Those Steeped In Self Pity

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An open letter to all those steeped in self-pity today. I was there a long time ago. I have compassion but I have learned……

Self pity helps nothing. NOT ONE THING! Feelings are not reliable FAITH is an act of our will.

When we get into self pity we do not realize that there are many other people experiencing the same things. The difference is some go forward each day, trusting God to make it able for us to withstand what we see as the injustices of the world.

We falsely believe our lives are worse then everyone else’s life. Maybe they are and maybe they are not.

The more time we spend in self-pity the worse our situation will become. We come into agreement with Satan and he loves that.

Even if it’s true that your situation is bad you can turn the tables by finding something positive and talking about that.

You may be lying in bed steeped in self-pity writing about your sad situation on FB but YOU HAVE A BED WITH A ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD AND OBVIOUSLY A WAY TO GET ONLINE. THATS A BLESSING FOCUS ON THAT!

I do life coaching and so do a lot of other people. If you find yourself so steeped in self pity you cannot become unstuck find a Christian life coach to give you a hand up.

Truth be known you have the power to do it all yourself. You simply have to want it to change.

I am going to be honest. Self pity is an attention getting device.

No one can change your life but you. When you make that decision God meets you right there and helps you. You come into agreement with God whose Word tells us in Philippians 4:13 “ I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!”

Right now you are agreeing with Satan whom the Word tells us has come to steal, kill and destroy.

John 10:10 The thief comes not but that he may steal, and kill, and destroy: I am come that they might have life, and might have [it] abundantly.

The body cooperates with the words that we speak. Please quit speaking death over your life, self pitier. You are your own worse enemy.

In Gods Unconditional Love,

Cathie

Belovedhandmdn1@aol.com

Painful Pasts And Addictions

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If you don’t get the infection out of a wound it never completely heals.

If we keep using alcohol, drugs, sex, food or love Addiction to escape the pain, that we are afraid to face, we never heal completely.

There might be a temporary healing, it might form a scab of sorts but if infection is still present, even a tiny bit, it will fester and cause us trouble and pain over and over again.

It takes a conscious effort on our parts to find out exactly what the root of our pain is. It takes getting in and staying in the Word of God. It takes sincere heartfelt prayer asking God to show us the place where depression and emotional pain took root in our spirits. Once we understand where that place of pain originated we can then face it and get it out of our life.

We have to make peace with all the parts of our lives. No ones life is perfect. Bad things may have happened but Praise God they are over now! We made it through them.

Constantly dwelling on past hurtful memories will cause us to stay stuck in a place where we don’t move forward because we are still concentrated on the past.

In order to move forward we have to face the bad memories and look at them fully. We then say, “Past you no longer have a hold on me. What happened, happened. I see it, but I let it go because it no longer defines my life. The Word of God says I am a NEW creation.”

2 Corinthians 5:17 New International Version (NIV)

17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come:[a] The old has gone, the new is here!

You, beloved, have the power through Christ, Jesus, to overcome you past and to quit letting it have any control over your current life. When the hurtful thoughts come you choose to dismiss them with thoughts, instead, of the wonderful future God has planned for you.

The choice is YOURS. You no longer have to keep letting the past infect today or tomorrow. Let the wound be healed. Look forward now to the glorious future that can be yours. You know the past was a dark, unhappy place of defeat. Why do you choose to keep visiting it?

I feel impressed to say to you today that some of you are your own worst enemies. You must make a choice daily to walk in abundant new life. You must make a choice to be committed totally to putting the old behind you and daily doing what it takes to get you to your promised land.

If any of your addictions really helped you would not be feeling bad now. There is a big difference between numbing pain and healing pain. God wants you to know TODAY is your day to walk free from Addiction. Today is the day you and God find the strength to move on. You are the only one that can change things. Make up your mind to walk into your glorious future. Tell God you are ready to put the hurt and pain behind! As you do so door after door will miraculously open in front of you!

In His Unconditional Love

Cathie Miller

belovedhandmdn1@aol.com

The Evil Tongue

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Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit. Proverbs 18:21

Words are so often used as weapons. I believe that words used by bullies and abusers carry with them a pain that lasts longer then that of physical abuse.

I have recently started a YouTube channel. For most it would be no big deal but for me it was a case of surrendering all my insecurities to God.

As an adult I can still remember some of the cruel things my mother said that were stinging to my soul.

When I was about five or six years old we were shopping in a department store when one of my mothers friends saw her. Evidently they had lost contact after high school. The woman said to my mother, “What a pretty little girl you have!” My mother answered, “Well she’s not pretty but she is a sweet little girl.”

Those words, and many others, she said led to a lifetime of low self esteem caused by her words. Later on I married a man who was extremely verbally abusive, often making fun of me in front of others.

Recently I saw online a woman who told the story of how she escaped domestic violence. She may have escaped physical abuse but the man she is married to now is verbally abusive.

The basis of most of our insecurities start in childhood where people, who haven’t submitted their tongues to Jesus, are used by Satan to destroy our potential. We often marry abusive people because it feels comfortable to us because of what we have put up with our whole life.

Starting that YouTube channel was hard. It’s not like a selfie that you can photoshop. What you are is what people see. When God directed me to start the channel I wrestled with it because of insecurities about my looks. Finally I realized that if it is for the glory of God it will be taken care of by God. Truthfully it has been so freeing to finally let people see the real me!

Watch the words you use. Are we building people up or tearing them down with our tongues. Pray for God to tame your tongue around your children. Are you blessing them or are you cursing them. What you say is what you get. Don’t allow anyone to speak death in the life of your child.

In His Unconditional Love,

Cathie

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How To Control The Thoughts Satan Puts In Your Mind

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When God delivered me from depression He taught me that my depression was now my choice. The mind is our battlefield and it’s Satans favorite battlefield because he loves to put thoughts in our mind to bring us down.

When Jesus was in the wilderness Satan came to Him with little taunting to try to get Jesus to sin.

For instance in Luke 4:3

New Living Translation

Then the devil said to him, “If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become a loaf of bread.”

Now what does Jesus do? He comes back with the Word of God.

New Living Translation

But Jesus told him, “No! The Scriptures say, ‘People do not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.'”

So THATS how God wants us to combat Satans assault on our minds!

Watch the thoughts that come into your mind today and use the Word against them!

WooHoo Satan you are a defeated foe! Later dude! 😁

In His Unconditional Love

Cathie Miller

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Hateful Christians

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Galatians 6:1-2

Brethren, if a man is overtaken in any trespass, you who are spiritual restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, considering yourself lest you also be tempted. Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.

 

Romans 12:15

Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep.

I find it very hard to ask for prayer. As an retired ordained womens’ minister, and also a counselor, I am usually the one doing the prayer and counseling of others. However, and I am sure this will come as no shock to most of you, I too find myself in need of prayer and counseling from time to time.

God tells us we are to bear one another’s burdens when we are asked.

What we are not to do is give the Christian who has been brave enough, and humble enough, to ask for help an egotistical “ I am perfect and you obviously are not,” reply.

A person told me once that he had gotten to the point where he felt badly about asking for prayer. He said one woman said pointedly to Him, “The Holy Spirit is your counselor!” Then another man said to Him, “Take you burdens to the Lord, son!”

We are at a time in the body of Christ when we make other Christians feel like they are out of step with God when they ask us for prayer one to one!

Saying things like the ones above just pour added guilt on a man or woman of God when asking, out of desperation, for help.

God spoke to me once about using scripture as a weapon. He said, “Don’t do that again because I know your heart, you are trying to use my Word to put that person down!”

Jesus was patient and kind with “sinners.” Yes, we can see if a person is out of Gods will, often by the way they are living. The last thing we want to do is be so rude in telling them what God says about it, in a hateful way, that the person doesn’t lovingly trust us to guide them back to Christ.

God told me to encourage people, that are out of Gods will. That way we can loving lead them back to righteousness by our love expressing the unconditional love of Christ.

When I was backslidden there was a semi-retired minister of God who I worked with. He asked me if I was living with my boyfriend at the time. I said, “Yes.” He said “ Cathie, I love you in the Lord but that’s called fornication and you folks need to get married.” He then left it alone.

Every time he would see me he would say something like, “Baby girl, God loves you!” It started wearing on my conscience because of his love and patience with me. Eventually we got married and he was the pastor that married us. Had he said, “You are a sinner living like the devil and Gods going to send you to hell,” I would have avoided him like the plague.

My point in all of this is simply this, we need to approach folks with love and kindness, meet their needs and not act like demons from hell when approached by folks.

We cannot be mean and ugly to people and expect them to see God in us. The world is full of mean, angry people that are full of judgment. We need to be merciful and lovingly help those who are hurting.

In His Unconditional Love

Cathie Miller

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Words That Kill The Spirit

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I am a senior citizen. I tell you that because I still have to give to God some of the hurtful, spiteful and frankly demonic things said to me as a child and throughout my life.

I give them to Jesus, I have forgiven those who said them, but Satan gets a lot of traffic from words. I know, if you take off your “Super Christian” hat you will admit it too. Words come back to bite at times when you are not even thinking of them. It’s Satans way of getting as much traction out of mean words as possible!

Bullies love to tear down with WORDS. People have killed themselves over mean words.

John 10:10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.

Being mean with words is a habit, and it’s often learned from a parent who learned it from their parent. It’s a generational curse. It’s time for those reading this with a bad habit of saying mean things to BREAK the generational curse. Stop it now by giving it to God and praying to not endulge in making yourself feel better by making others feel worse. Quit using the “I was just kidding” excuse you weren’t kidding and it’s not funny!

Ephesians 4:29

Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear.

Matthew 12:36

I tell you, on the day of judgment people will give account for every careless word they speak,

Proverbs 21:23

Whoever keeps his mouth and his tongue keeps himself out of trouble.

Proverbs 15:4

A gentle tongue is a tree of life, but perverseness in it breaks the spirit.

James 1:26

If anyone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart, this person’s religion is worthless.

Colossians 3:8

But now you must put them all away: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and obscene talk from your mouth.

In His Unconditional Love

Cathie Miller

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