This is a link to my latest Prophetic Word From God; Out of the Cave
In His Unconditional Love
This is a link to my latest Prophetic Word From God; Out of the Cave
In His Unconditional Love
The Tares Amongst The Wheat
Just when you think, at my age, you have seen and heard it all God surprises you by letting you see one more thing that you weren’t expecting.
It’s this new thing I begin to sense in the spirit about two months ago.
It’s unrepentant Christians with sin in their lives masquerading as righteous believers.
Now I know none of us is perfect. We are all works in progress but most of us are at least trying to live righteously before God.
Who are these people? They hide behind keyboards doing drugs, living sexually promiscuous lifestyles and drinking too much. Then in that unrepentant state they begin to argue with you online. Because they have opened a portal through drugs, illicit sex and alcoholism you often cannot believe the mean and cruel things that a demon they have given open access to, speaks to you through them.
So now we have to be on guard against demonic attacks from so called believers as well as out and sinners.
Yesterday was the first day of rest I allowed myself to take in a long time. I have been working seven days a week between my new YouTube channel and doing my counseling ministry. I wanted a quiet Sunday at church and then home to relax. Alas Satan also works 24/7 and was not having any of it.
The night before it had started at 11:45 pm. I received a 3500 word email from a woman who had seen one video I made and decided to tell me all her problems. I mean all of them. She started out with her childhood. From that point until 6:00 pm the next day she sent me one email after the other compulsively. She was stalking me.
I tried to seek the Lord for her but God told me STOP, this is not a good situation. I told her a couple of things at first and each time she denied what God was showing me clearly. It then got worse and worse. She told me she had sought psychics in the past few years.
Bingo. I thought, “There you go, that’s where this demonic spirit took over!”If we see psychics, or as in my case while backslidden did psychic readings, we need deliverance. I was prayed over by a deliverance minister and then I repented and was restored. If you do not do that you must realize that you have opened a portal for demonic activity.
This woman begin to say mean vile things to me. I knew I was dealing with a demon. I have been battling Satan my whole life. If you want to slay demons you have to know their habits. I know the o’boys habits. I have even had demons talk to me through people whose voices completely change.
I tried to ignore her but she flooded my inbox with long emails. As I was trying to have one day of rest Satan decided to ruin it through this person who called herself a Christian.
I think it’s Satans newest trick. You don’t see it coming, after all they SAY they are believers.
Folks always see the sweet, kind side of me. Folks, lurking just below the surface is a warrior. Once that Christian Warrior is brought out of me the devil begins to tremble. I ended up telling her I would notify the police she was stalking me, and I told her she needed help. I had to repeat that twice before she FINALLY retreated.
In the past few days I have heard of terrible things being done and said to Christians by other so-called believers online. They masquerade as Christians but they are not living as Christians.
I sought the Lord about it last night and we must get wise as serpents. Matthew 7:21 says, “Not everyone that says, Lord Lord will enter the Kingdom of Heaven,” so we must realize that there are enemies within the camp that have been brought in by these mega church ministers that never teach about sin. They don’t do so because nobody wants to hear it so they cannot maintain their huge congregations and, as a by-product, their huge salaries and rich living. These folks think sinning is okay. They only want to be uplifted and ministered too but they don’t want to get sin out of their lives and don’t believe they sin at all.
That’s what we are dealing with folks. We are facing half-baked Christians that are still miserable deep inside because sin causes misery. They are not friends. They are enemies and we must root them out of the camp. We must firmly let them know we will not be their emotional scapegoats for unrepentant anger.
We have to quit thinking we can love them to Christ. These demons working through them feed off of sweetness. We must realize this is war and take our God given authority over them. Pray and ask the Holy Spirit to tell you exactly how to deal with them. Pray for discernment because if we do not nip this thing in the bud they will soon get rid of all of us and never will our great grandchildren ever hear about the consequences of a sinful lifestyle.
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Yesterday on my second video, my teaching video, I spoke of how God provided enough Quail for the Israelites for one day at a time.
Well, Daddy God has a sense of Humor. We have a New Mexico style Coyote Fence. As I opened my kitchen shade I looked out and what should I see but a Quail standing on one of the fence stakes.
If you are a bird watcher, as I tend to be, you know Quails are mainly ground birds. You usually see them walking with their families on the ground.
So here, on the highest wood fence state was a beautiful fat Quail. It’s neck was moving to and fro surveying the land.
Immediately I thought of the Scripture;
2 Chronicles 16:9
9 For the eyes of the Lord move to and fro throughout the earth that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely His.
I also felt as if God was saying, “I will continue to take care of you daily, my beloved, one day at a time will I provide your manna!
Here is something I copied from my Google check:
“Quail are very sociable birds, and often gather in small flocks called “coveys.” They are somewhat laid back birds, preferring to walk on the ground rather than fly, but if startled they can explode into flight at a speed of up to 40 miles per hour. However, quail cannot endure long flights.”
God will speak in many ways, open your eyes and observe His world!
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If you don’t get the infection out of a wound it never completely heals.
If we keep using alcohol, drugs, sex, food or love Addiction to escape the pain, that we are afraid to face, we never heal completely.
There might be a temporary healing, it might form a scab of sorts but if infection is still present, even a tiny bit, it will fester and cause us trouble and pain over and over again.
It takes a conscious effort on our parts to find out exactly what the root of our pain is. It takes getting in and staying in the Word of God. It takes sincere heartfelt prayer asking God to show us the place where depression and emotional pain took root in our spirits. Once we understand where that place of pain originated we can then face it and get it out of our life.
We have to make peace with all the parts of our lives. No ones life is perfect. Bad things may have happened but Praise God they are over now! We made it through them.
Constantly dwelling on past hurtful memories will cause us to stay stuck in a place where we don’t move forward because we are still concentrated on the past.
In order to move forward we have to face the bad memories and look at them fully. We then say, “Past you no longer have a hold on me. What happened, happened. I see it, but I let it go because it no longer defines my life. The Word of God says I am a NEW creation.”
2 Corinthians 5:17 New International Version (NIV)
17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come:[a] The old has gone, the new is here!
You, beloved, have the power through Christ, Jesus, to overcome you past and to quit letting it have any control over your current life. When the hurtful thoughts come you choose to dismiss them with thoughts, instead, of the wonderful future God has planned for you.
The choice is YOURS. You no longer have to keep letting the past infect today or tomorrow. Let the wound be healed. Look forward now to the glorious future that can be yours. You know the past was a dark, unhappy place of defeat. Why do you choose to keep visiting it?
I feel impressed to say to you today that some of you are your own worst enemies. You must make a choice daily to walk in abundant new life. You must make a choice to be committed totally to putting the old behind you and daily doing what it takes to get you to your promised land.
If any of your addictions really helped you would not be feeling bad now. There is a big difference between numbing pain and healing pain. God wants you to know TODAY is your day to walk free from Addiction. Today is the day you and God find the strength to move on. You are the only one that can change things. Make up your mind to walk into your glorious future. Tell God you are ready to put the hurt and pain behind! As you do so door after door will miraculously open in front of you!
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Brethren, if a man is overtaken in any trespass, you who are spiritual restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, considering yourself lest you also be tempted. Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ.
Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep.
I find it very hard to ask for prayer. As an retired ordained womens’ minister, and also a counselor, I am usually the one doing the prayer and counseling of others. However, and I am sure this will come as no shock to most of you, I too find myself in need of prayer and counseling from time to time.
God tells us we are to bear one another’s burdens when we are asked.
What we are not to do is give the Christian who has been brave enough, and humble enough, to ask for help an egotistical “ I am perfect and you obviously are not,” reply.
A person told me once that he had gotten to the point where he felt badly about asking for prayer. He said one woman said pointedly to Him, “The Holy Spirit is your counselor!” Then another man said to Him, “Take you burdens to the Lord, son!”
We are at a time in the body of Christ when we make other Christians feel like they are out of step with God when they ask us for prayer one to one!
Saying things like the ones above just pour added guilt on a man or woman of God when asking, out of desperation, for help.
God spoke to me once about using scripture as a weapon. He said, “Don’t do that again because I know your heart, you are trying to use my Word to put that person down!”
Jesus was patient and kind with “sinners.” Yes, we can see if a person is out of Gods will, often by the way they are living. The last thing we want to do is be so rude in telling them what God says about it, in a hateful way, that the person doesn’t lovingly trust us to guide them back to Christ.
God told me to encourage people, that are out of Gods will. That way we can loving lead them back to righteousness by our love expressing the unconditional love of Christ.
When I was backslidden there was a semi-retired minister of God who I worked with. He asked me if I was living with my boyfriend at the time. I said, “Yes.” He said “ Cathie, I love you in the Lord but that’s called fornication and you folks need to get married.” He then left it alone.
Every time he would see me he would say something like, “Baby girl, God loves you!” It started wearing on my conscience because of his love and patience with me. Eventually we got married and he was the pastor that married us. Had he said, “You are a sinner living like the devil and Gods going to send you to hell,” I would have avoided him like the plague.
My point in all of this is simply this, we need to approach folks with love and kindness, meet their needs and not act like demons from hell when approached by folks.
We cannot be mean and ugly to people and expect them to see God in us. The world is full of mean, angry people that are full of judgment. We need to be merciful and lovingly help those who are hurting.
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Thus Sayeth Yeshua
Oh my precious child I see your pain. I know there are days when you don’t even think you can get out of bed. I know you feel as if your heart is broken into so many pieces it cannot even be superglued back together.
You give your all for everyone but often feel that you are taken for granted. You have moments of longing for someone to just do something for you for a change. You are tired but you keep going. You used to dream of sitting on a warm beach with the wind ruffling your hair but you have given up on that dream, and so many others, in just trying to survive from one day to another.
Those you love have betrayed you so many times that you are feeling numb. You can’t even cry anymore. Silent tears run down your face.
You say to me, “God do you see me, like this? Do you care? Where are you God?”
I know pain my child. How do you think I felt the night before I was to be crucified and not one disciple stayed awake with me? We were intimate friends who had eaten together and prayed together and yet NOT ONE STAYED AWAKE WITH ME! I wondered, “Do they think this is all a game? Do they have any idea what I am facing?”
And yet I finished my mission, I prayed, “Father, if possible let this cup pass from me, but nevertheless not MY WILL BUT THY WILL BE DONE.” He didn’t answer and I went forward to do what I was sent to do so that you, and all my children, would not have to.
You too have a mission. Satan has made your mission so very hard because he knows how short his time is. He would be delighted to see you give up and take you to hell with him.
I am getting ready to turn everything around for you. I am going to do it in front of all those who have delighted in your problems. They are jealous of your light, they do not want you to succeed. But, my child, they will stand there with mouths wide open in shock when I bless you with not “just enough” to meet your needs, but also to meet the needs of other.
My child remember Joseph. He’s was also treated badly, horribly, and yet wherever he was he stayed true to me. Because of that I prospered him. When he could have shunned his evil brothers he helped them. When I prosper you I expect you to do the same!
Now, get up! Wash your face my beloved! Your redemption draws nigh!
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If you’ve been following me for very long you probably know that I went through a period of God renewing my mind.
I had been through so much earlier on in my life, that I was experiencing a lot of what I would call paranoid thinking. I had read the book Battlefield of the Mind by Joyce Meyer. I had come to the conclusion that my mind needed to be renewed. You probably know the Scripture in Romans 12:2 says “Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.”
I can remember the exact day I was sitting in front of my computer and out of the blue Satan put a thought in my mind. I begin to think on that thought and the more I thought about it, the more I begin to get this whole scenario going on in my mind about what I thought was going on in the situation. The more I thought about it the more my imagination went wild.
Suddenly, God spoke to my mind, “Cathie none of this that you are thinking is true. You think it’s true because it happened to you in another situation. Cathie, Satan is having a heyday with your mind.”
God begin to teach me that the thoughts we think expand. In other words if we are worried about something and we dwell on that, before you know it our thoughts are completely out of control. Not to mention that demons are attracted to worry thoughts and when we worry every demon in hell shows up to try to destroy our mind.
God begin to teach me to control my thoughts. When worry thoughts began to bombard my mind, I began to say to myself STOP. Then immediately I would force my mind to go somewhere else. I would turn on a move, I would play a game or I would read a book. Two thoughts cannot exist in our minds at the same time. It’s up to us to take control of our minds.
We may have spent a whole lot of time worrying about things. So we’re going to have to take time to renew our minds. Worry is a choice. We can just as easily choose not to worry.
We need to pray for God to help us renew our minds. God will meet us right where we are and help us to renew our minds. Once we’ve been doing it for a while we begin to feel overwhelming peace in the midst of problems, simply by not getting into worry about them.
I am convinced that every single occasion to sin in starts in our mind. For instance I noticed that when I’m trying to lose weight I might start thinking about a wonderful hot fudge sundae. I begin to see it in my mind, I imagine the creaminess of the ice cream and that wonderful chocolatey taste of the hot fudge. If I don’t stop that thought, it will eventually lead to me eating a hot fudge sundae.
If we do not let God teach us how to control our minds, even we Christians can get in all kinds of trouble. Trusting God is the antidote to worry, a spirit of imaginations and of fear that these things in our mind cause us to have. In Matthew 6:25 Jesus commands us not to worry.
If we have spent years letting our minds control us it may take a while, but with constant practice we can renew our minds.
There is a peace that God gives that passes all understanding but we will never find that peace until we make the choice to let God renew our minds.
In His Unconditional love,
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I accepted Jesus as my personal savior in the mid nineteen seventies. I had been raised without knowledge of the Word of God. My mother was an alcoholic when I was young and my father was codependent with her. My early years, as an only child, were full of dysfunction.
I fell madly in love with Jesus. I can remember that a week after I was saved I was watching Christian TV and they were explaining the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I wanted that too. I wanted all of the Christian experience!
My husband was at work and my children were taking naps. I got down on my hands and knees and started to pray and praise Jesus. Immediately the things in the room faded away as I got my first vision.
In front on my eyes, close enough to touch, I saw Jesus. He was hanging bloody and beaten upon the cross. I started crying and said, “No, oh God NO.” He raised his hanging listless head, looked me right in the eyes and said, “Cathie, if you were the only person in the world I would have still hung here just for you, that’s how much I love you!” I started crying, thanking him, telling him how much I loved him and suddenly I began to speak in a heavenly language. I had received the baptism of the Holy Spirit.
Shortly after that we bought our first little home ,for one dollar down on a VA loan, in Chino Hills California. The majority of our neighbors were Vietnam veterans and their families.
Not knowing the Word I took everything in the Bible literally. I read about, “Go into your prayer closet,” and I took it literally. When my two older children were in school, and the two youngest were down for naps, I would go into my closet and praise God and pray.
One day, after praying, I laid down on my bed to take a nap. I had a plaque on the wall that said, “But for the JOY set before Him, Jesus endured the cross.” Young, and not a longtime Christian, I wondered what that meant. All of a sudden the room got bright and full of light. I looked to my left and saw an angel standing there. He was dressed in a long white robe, with a gold sash around his waist. He had Aqua blue eyes and golden blonde hair. He touched me and all of a sudden beautiful waves of joy started washing over me. One wave of ecstasy after the other. I had never felt so peaceful. I never wanted that joy to end. It was supernatural and it was the most beautiful feeling ever! He spoke, and said, “That is the joy, set before Jesus. In heaven it never ends!”
Then I understood. I began to do neighborhood ministry. Many women came to know Jesus. I cannot wait to see them, in joy, in heaven!
We soon would sell that home, due to the children’s dad job transfer, and move to Visalia California. There the Lord would lead me to start another neighborhood bible study and sent me a mature woman of the Lord to teach it. Again many came to know Jesus. After being there a couple of years we were transferred to Seattle, Washington. I again started a neighborhood bible study. Women were getting saved. I wasn’t teaching but preaching and ministering to women.
At this point, Satan was getting rattled. He began to bring the big guns against me to destroy the ministry. Because I was not grounded in the Word I began to backslid. I stayed backslidden for years. Thankfully God had his hand on me and eventually, after going through a self-created Hell, I was restored to God.
Today, I know that some of you reading this have been away too. I know that God has great plans for your life but you have strayed as I did. Satan has used things to try and destroy you but you are still here! Why? Because God has held you. You are His. Today is your day. Renounce your past and ask Him to forgive you. Tell Him you are so sorry for straying. Admit and renounce the things you have been involved with. Ask Him to help you live daily for Him. Then, beloved, expect miracles! Your life is being launched forward. Buckle your seatbelt and prepare for a glorious ride!
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My main passion is counseling and coaching Love Addiction with a 100% Christian perspective. Continuing to stay with someone who is controlling, verbally, emotionally and physically abusive, with the excuse, “but I love him/her” will destroy a person. It will cause you to have a very hard time trusting. It will cause you to be physically and mentally ill.
Recently a Christian couple came to visit with us. During the time they were here, which wasn’t long, not only did he shut her up every time she started to speak by saying things like, “Don’t say that.” He also keep shutting us up too. He is the most controlling person I have ever met. For those who know me you know I am nice until pushed to the max. Finally I said to the man, “Okay, we are all going to shut up. Say what ever YOU want to say.”
Recently I saw the woman and she must have put on 50 lbs since Christmas. In her case it’s a sign of self-medicating with food and withholding her feelings. Just to be clear that is not the cause of being overweight with everyone.
The sad part is the man calls himself a Christian.
When he left Chuck and I were so shocked by this man that we just looked at each other with our mouths open! Neither of us had encountered a demonic spirit speaking through a person, in that particular way, before! Never, ever!
If you are interested I have a book on Love Addiction on Kindle that is a result of over 10 years of God downloading information to me regarding Love Addiction. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07B8G1W4Q
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Thus Sayeth Yeshua,
You have asked about death my child. When my children pray for a love one, who is dying, to be healed they don’t understand when the loved one dies and is not healed. It breaks my heart to see the tears of my beloved children when they separate from a loved one through death.
If you only knew, my child, how peaceful and beautiful it is on this side, you would pray instead for me to take those you love. My children, in suits of flesh, see through the glass darkly, not yet grasping the wonderful place that heaven really is. Imagine beautiful blue lakes, surrounded by lush green lawns, and the bluest sky you have ever seen with cool breezes ruffling the leaves of lush, full green trees. The atmosphere is peaceful and calm and waves of joy pulse through each person constantly.
I understand you love them so much and your life is lonely without them. I know your heart breaks when you remember them with you and all the wonderful things you did. Even mothers that lose babies ache to feel them in their arms just once more and cry out to me, “Why, why didn’t you heal my child, Lord!”
Trust me, my child. I am all-knowing and see the life ahead for each and every person. When a decision is made, in the courts of heaven, to bring them home it’s because we are either saving them from pain ahead or releasing them from the pain they suffer here.
You asked about suicide victims. You must not look down on them as not being strong. You need to know that I judge the heart, and I am a loving judge. At the point of suicide the mind is not functioning correctly and things are not as they seem on the outside. They are so burdened down with pain, that they seek release in the only way that makes sense to them at the time.
You would judge differently if you remember that I am the potter. I made everyone of my children. I cannot stop my unconditional love for my children anymore then you can for yours. Always show mercy to those who were not strong enough to carry on and completely release them into my hands.
You earth bound children spend a lot of time thinking about who will go to heaven and who will not. You often shun certain sinners thinking that their sin is the biggest sin there is and thinking for sure when they die they go right into hell. Just like some of you I have some children that are away from me, but remember I made them all! I knew what they were going to do. When these people die their families miss them terribly too. Show compassion to all who grieve the death of a loved one. Leave judgment to me.
There are many, many things you do not understand now, and never will until you are in heaven. These are things too glorious for you to understand yet.
Let the fact that your loved ones who die are now free of pain and happy and completely healed with me, fill your hearts and your spirits. Do you trust me, my child? If so be filled with peace and release the dead into my arms!
One thing you must never forget, love is eternal. You will see your love again when you are reunited in heaven. You are not separated from them forever, just temporarily. Rest in that thought and rest in my peace as you grieve the loss of your loved one.
John 5:24 “Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life.
13 Then I heard a voice from heaven say, “Write this: Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on.” “Yes,” says the Spirit, “they will rest from their labor, for their deeds will follow them.”
In His Unconditional Love,
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